Patience Is a Virtue

A friend once told me that Love is a mystery to everyone. No one knows when they'll meet true love, or who it'll be. Be patient people. Life is too long to be worrying about finding love when your 16 or 17. Maybe you will, but most likely you won't. I'll admit, I was in love once, but i've gotten over her. She moved on and so did I, now we're just friends. I'm still searching, and I probably will be for a while, which is fine for me. If you expect your true love to be the first person you date, then your wrong. If you wait for Love to just come knocking on your door, then your wrong too. Go out and search for love!!! Your true Love is searching for you too, and when you find them, they will make all your dreams come true.

J-moose

Blue Skies over Green Grass

Blue Skies Over Green Grass

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I walk through the fields

and bathe in the suns orange glow

Words can't describe

this image

Beauty is what comes to mind

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Looking into the sky

the clouds pass by

and I drift into a sleep

Is this for real?

Am I here to stay?

This seems to perfect to be true

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Eyes open,

Mouth closed,

Arms and legs at rest.

Blue Skies over Green Grass

A World For Me and You

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My body feels at ease,

The forest with evergreen trees

Awaits my wandering eyes

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One foot forward,

to enter this peaceful world

another to leave the old one behind.

I've waited for this day for years,

and now it has come to pass

I've left the life I used to know

For Blue Skies Over Green Grass.

Toronto Trip

Oh where to begin with my day. I guess the beginning seems like the logical place, so here it is. This morning I arrived at school to work on our morning announcements. Same thing like every day, the anchors suck (excluding Julia) and they have no personality whatsoever. I was floor directing so I had to be sure to listen to our directors cue's so I could motion for the anchors to start talking. Pretty dull right? Then came the fun part. After all the equipment was put away, I went in changed to my street clothes, because my class was journeying to MUCH FREAKIN MUSIC!!!! No it's not that exciting since Much has gone down hill greatly since George and Rick left. But anyways, we borded the bus and after an hour long drive we arrived on Queen Street, right in front of the Much building. We had two hours to go shop and do whatever so me, Kristina and Victoria went around to a bunch of stores. I was going to go cd hunting and try to find matt good bands first album but I ended up getting Neverending White Lights first album instead.

The girls took me into alot of stores I wouldn't usually go into, but I had fun none the less. It's not like I could buy from these stores, considering i'm a fairly big guy and these stores are made for the size zero's. The largest shirt I found, which i was planning to buy, was one size to small and there wasn't one a size higher. Shitty luck huh? After shopping we hit up Mcdonalds for a little lunch. Let me begin by saying that homeless people scare the shit out of me. This guy who was entering mcdonalds the same time we were began talking to us telling the girls he was a "kissing machine" and if they needed a kiss he would give them one. Scary. Just scary. Then he proceded to show me his pocket watch, which was apparently a "wind up one, so its a collectible and its probably worth a lot of money". Buddy, if it was worth a lot of money, then sell it and get a nice suit and go apply for a job somewhere. Anyways, after lunch we went back to Much for our tour. It was alright tour considering none of the VJ's were there, although for some reason Trevor Boris was and we got to talk to him for a few minutes. He started asking what video's we wanted to see on video on trail and I course yelled out everything that came to mind. And yes, I was the only one who asked questions, for the second year in a row. I went last year as well and I would not stop asking questions to Tim Degan and Devon Soltendieck. I have an unhealthy addiction to Much....

J-moose

Starlight, Starbright

.....So why am I still doing this blog? When I logged into blogger a few minutes ago, I had no idea what I wanted to talk about. Yet, here I am, five minutes into it, and suprisingly enough I still don't know what I want to discuss. The possibilities are endless, there's always something floating around in my head, but tonight I can't seem to focus on anything. I'm sitting here at my desk, doing my history isu and listening to some tunes, but something just doens't feel right. Usually if somethings wrong I get I a feeling in the pit of my stomach, but not tonight. I can't figure it out. Maybe there's something i'm supposed to do, someone i'm supposed to talk to, somewhere I should be. I turned off the light in my room, so all i see is the glow from my laptop. Maybe this will fix it.........

No. Still feel weird, still think there's something I should be doing. Not homework, not Wal-mart. Damn, what the hell is it? this gonna bug me for hours now. I just wanna be outside and sitting at the park down the street from my house. I haven't been there in so long, but tonight it seems to be calling to me. The monkey bars, which i was always to tall to go across, but short enough to sit on top, seem like a look out post over my neighbourhood, and I feel tempted to just go there tomorrow and lay on top for hours on end. The stars and the moon beating down on me, with a good friend there too. I think its one of those things you want to share with someone close. Not a boyfriend or girlfriend, just someone you feel comfortable enough with to talk about life and the perils it holds. Sometimes I try to imagine that person, but I can't. I haven't met them yet. Or maybe I have and I just don't know it. Time to pray for answer? No. I'm gonna figure this one out on my own. Maybe this person will read my blog and look to the stars themselves, or maybe they won't.....

J-moose

North American For Life

A few blogs back I discussed a problem I had with my creative side, that being that it doesn't exist. I'm supposed to come up with something for my literary presentation for wednesday that is creative, so i've been looking non-stop for inspiration. So in my search, I came across something from a fellow blogger using song title to creat a new poem, which i thought was pretty damn cool. So i've decided to that, using Matt Good/Band title. Since i have so many songs to choos from, i'm gonna try to use songs people haven't heard.

In a world called catastrophe

99% of us is failure

The workers sing a song of mass production

For The Rat Who Would Be King

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They're Advertising On Police Cars

while Under The Influence

of A Boy and His Machine Gun

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The Future is X-Rated

And I'm Born To Kill.

I Stay in my Alabama Motel Room,

but I Haven't Slept In Years

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Hello Time Bomb

Is this my Prime Time Deliverance?

or the Change of Season?

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I'm Running For Home

and I Miss New Wave.

This is the Bright End of Nowhere.

This is 21st Century Living.

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Maybe i'll write another new blog later.

J-moose

I'll Be Your Friend

I'll Be Your Friend

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Why do they hurt me with names of such hate?

Its not like I want this,

it doesn't feel great.

I may not be like them,

but i don't want to change.

I like who I am

their style seems so strange

--

I'm 10 years old,

and its supposed to be fun.

Instead i'll be hiding

and crying

In the shadows i will walk

and in the grass i will not play

the other children laugh at me

--

sticks and stones may break my bones

but names will never hurt

if this saying was really that true

then why do i feel like dirt?

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But what is this i see

someone i didn't expect

a girl, my age

who i don't call a friend

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She's pretty in pink,

and has a bow in her hair.

She has big blue eyes,

and her smile fills her face

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Come play with me,

my name is karene.

You look very sad,

and feel out of place.

That used to be me,

before i came to this place.

I know what its like

when your starting a new

so thats why i'd like,

to be friends with you.

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Wow, I wrote this out of sheer boredom, and now I can't believe I did. Its not based off anything, just right from my heart. Now for the rest of my blog. I've just been told by one of my work friends that she's been let go. I was kind of upset when I heard this, because we were just starting to talk a bit more and I was enjoying her company. It sucks to know i'm not gonna see this person again (at least not for a while), because I was kind of starting to like her, and yes like meaning develop a little crush. I knew it wouldn't go past that, so I just ignored the feeling and accepted the friendship. It sucks that its like this but, I can't control it. Thats all for know....

J-moose