Wednesday, January 30, 2008
The Hard Goodbyes
I was reading Klla's latest blog and the last little bit she wrote caught my attention. It dealt with people leaving, and possibly this being the last time you see them. Its sucks to think about that kind of thing now, since my small group of friends won't be heading to university for a while, but this thought intrigues me. The more I think about how hard its gonna be to say goodbye, the more I wonder if its actually true that i'll rarely, if not never, talk to them again. Considering my experiences in the friendship field within the last year have led me to believe that most people at BT are backstabbing, moronic idiots. I mean I lost 3 people who I thought i'd at least be talking to until the end of highschool. Then again, one of them flat out told me she wouldn't be speaking to me when she leaves for university (that was about 2 years ago).
It's weird thinking that I might not talk to some of these people again. These are the people i've watched grow for the past 4 years. I mean you never realize how much you change but the more I look back on my highschool life, the more I see how different I used to be and how different a lot of people used to be. To say i'm smart would be a lie, and my grades reflect this quite a bit. It's one of the reasons i'm staying back another year of highschool. It's gonna be like starting all over again for me. From the first day of grade 9 I never once felt like I fit in. There were a few people that I called friends, but even with them I was the odd one out. In my mind I knew that one day i'd be completely alone again, just like elementary school. No, wait, i'm pretty sure Jenae, being a year younger than me, will still be at BT, so technically not alone, just devoid of people my age. Besides Jenae, I really don't have anyone. I was thinking about what i'm gonna do during my lunch hours next year and where i'll sit, since the table I usually sit at will probably be filled with miner niners and i'm not sitting anywhere near them. I would hate to sit somewhere I don't feel welcome and then have all these kids stare at me like "What does he think he's doing?". Although this won't be happening for a few more months, it's just something i've been pondering for the last few days, so I figured i'd share. You know what, i'm gonna write a new poem. Not gonna post it with those blog, but within the next few days I think i'll have something relating to this topic.
J-Moose
It's weird thinking that I might not talk to some of these people again. These are the people i've watched grow for the past 4 years. I mean you never realize how much you change but the more I look back on my highschool life, the more I see how different I used to be and how different a lot of people used to be. To say i'm smart would be a lie, and my grades reflect this quite a bit. It's one of the reasons i'm staying back another year of highschool. It's gonna be like starting all over again for me. From the first day of grade 9 I never once felt like I fit in. There were a few people that I called friends, but even with them I was the odd one out. In my mind I knew that one day i'd be completely alone again, just like elementary school. No, wait, i'm pretty sure Jenae, being a year younger than me, will still be at BT, so technically not alone, just devoid of people my age. Besides Jenae, I really don't have anyone. I was thinking about what i'm gonna do during my lunch hours next year and where i'll sit, since the table I usually sit at will probably be filled with miner niners and i'm not sitting anywhere near them. I would hate to sit somewhere I don't feel welcome and then have all these kids stare at me like "What does he think he's doing?". Although this won't be happening for a few more months, it's just something i've been pondering for the last few days, so I figured i'd share. You know what, i'm gonna write a new poem. Not gonna post it with those blog, but within the next few days I think i'll have something relating to this topic.
J-Moose
Monday, January 28, 2008
Big Willie Style
You would think that i'd have other things to do with my time off this week, but I always end up on youtube looking up music videos and other random things or on wikipedia searching for album reviews or new movies that my favourite actors are working on. Today I felt like looking up big willie himself Will Smith. Yes, Will Smith, the one and only fresh prince of bel-air. Who doesn't know the words to the theme song for that show? Anyways, most of you probably know that at one point and time Will was somewhat of a musician. In fact before he was acting, he was rapping with DJ Jazzy Jeff, or just Jazz for those of you who remember the character from the fresh prince. Anywho, I was looking up Will's filmography and discography and suprisingly enough I remebered that I actually owned one of his albums, Willenium. Suprisingly enough its the only rap album I own. Anyways, I decided i'd go check out some of his music videos on youtube, and damn I honestly forgot how catchy some of his music is.
For example: Getting Jiggy with it (1998) . Who the hell didn't dance to this song back in the day. Although this may not have been Will's best song, it was damn catchy and sold him a shit load of albums. This was definitely big willie style.
Skip ahead 7 or 8 and years and you get, Switch: Swith was pretty much the worst piece of garbage that he could have called music. Although the beat for it is pretty good, the whole song is not something i'd call big willie style.
So with this being a new year, and his new album slated for release sometime soon, i'm hoping that we get big willie style, cause frankly, lil willie stlye ain't for me.
For example: Getting Jiggy with it (1998) . Who the hell didn't dance to this song back in the day. Although this may not have been Will's best song, it was damn catchy and sold him a shit load of albums. This was definitely big willie style.
Skip ahead 7 or 8 and years and you get, Switch: Swith was pretty much the worst piece of garbage that he could have called music. Although the beat for it is pretty good, the whole song is not something i'd call big willie style.
So with this being a new year, and his new album slated for release sometime soon, i'm hoping that we get big willie style, cause frankly, lil willie stlye ain't for me.
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