Update: I graduated.....but i shouldn't have. I didn't deserve to.
So tonight was our prom/grad dinner dance. As most people know, i'm not big on dances, and really this one was no different than any other one. Let me lay down the night for you. So I went to my friend Natasha's house for pictures and such before the dance. Her and my friend Sonja looked very beautiful, so me showing up with two girls was already looking like a positive side to the night. Natasha's uncle drove us in his vintage 78 impala, which was pretty sweet with the wind blowing in my face. Now when we got there of course people were already doing the photo thing. One, I do not like photo's, and two I hate every photo that i'm in because I look bad in them. For the sake of tonight I tried to ease up a bit, but people just don't let up with those camera's and I really didn't want to be in more than what was necessary. Now most people can be polite and eat what's put in front of them, but again i'm a picky eater and by picky I mean i eat perservatives and nothing but, so I pretty much ate bread and desert the whole night.
When I first got there they announced that there was someone taking requests for songs so naturally I was drawn to said person and of course requested two songs. One, apparitions by Matthew Good Band, and two, Disarm by Smashing Pumpkins. Now both of these are acoustic songs and personally I don't think it would have been a big deal to play them. What do you think we ended up with? The same shit that they play at every dance. The most popular rap, pop, hip hop and techno music, which is code for crap. I mean yeah, there's the odd rap song that is good, like anything from classified or kanye west, although he is a little whiner. Plus having to suffer through that " I kissed a girl song" was increadibly painful. So where do you think I ended up? At my table sitting there pondering why I even bothered to come and why people made such a big deal over this night.
The part that really ticked me off was that despite having so much repsect for their students the teachers still had to be the ones that make you feel bad. Naturally my eyes wandered around the dance floor and to the tables, where I happened to notice my english teacher and one other teacher staring at me. The teacher I didn't know gave me a little wave before pointing at me and turned to my english teacher, most likely asking, who is that and why is he sitting there by himself. Imagine how that's supposed to make you feel. I went through that with students for a long time and now teachers have the nerve to do it? What is wrong with people? Let's get one thing straight, I may not be the most outgoing person in the world, I may not be the most enthusiastic when it comes to school, but i'm a damn nice person. If I make fun of someone, I almost immeadiately say that i'm kidding and apologize, because I hate offending someone. For a teacher to have the nerve to do that just really pisses me off.
All in all, I can't say I didn't expect this to happen. I'm not outgoing so I wouldn't go up on the dance floor and not care if I looked like a moron, and I didn't ask anyone to come as my date so really it was kind of expected. Then again, effort is required to make anything happen, so this is also my fault for not trying. Ah well, at least I get another chance next year..
J-moose
4 comments:
Hello Walmart Boy :)
Well..I guess the bright side to this situation is that you DID infact graduate, despite the fact your grad dance was a little crappy. AND you get to spend another year with us cool kids, which is enough to make anyone smile ;)
As for that teacher..honestly, it shouldn't matter to you what they think or do. I know it makes you feel sad, but you know what's really sad? The fact that every year those same teachers go to grad, sitting at a table with other middle-age people, and probably wishing that their grad was better. Maybe they get satisfaction out of pointing at kids like them when they were young and making them feel bad. Who knows? Anyways, that's my take on it.
So I am stuck. No blog inspiration? No bueno. We need more J-Moose / Kay car outings, yes? :)
Kay
P.S: I like the new hair, the fact that I forgot you told me you got it cut made for a lovely surprise :)
relax. its all in your head.
I've just finished reading some of your more recent blogs, and I must say that you are very complex. I mean that in a good way. You're also very honest, and that definitely shows through. I totally sympatize with your seeming inability to stay on topic, as I do it too. Ok, I'm rambling now, so yeah...I like your blog. :)
I didn't even go to my prom - all the guys were scared of me when I was at school because of... well, everything (hey all the guys were bad anyway)... so no one asked me to go and then I thought "what's the point, I hate wearing dresses anyway and looking like everyone else" so I didn't pay up. I was one of the only people not go but I don't regret it.
So, congrats on graduating anyway! As for that teacher, ignore, ignore, ignore! My advice is that people can be petty at any age and don't grow up/show any respect/be kind, even if it's just for one night.
And yes, I am under the inpression that you are a "damn nice person" so this kind of surprised me.
Never mind, just thanks for popping by again and telling me that I'm not the only DS obsessed person who can't be seen without tapping the stylus every two seconds without having withdrawal symptoms lol (okay, I know we're not that bad!)
Ciao
Scarlet from scarletsculturegarden and jamjarsuperstar
P.S. I hated it when I went to a school disco and they only played rubbish rap and hip-hop, I demanded to at least have "Tonight Tonight" by the Smashing Pumpkins but I don't think the DJ had even heard of them lol!
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