Christmas Has Begun

And so it begins. The holiday season is upon us my friends, and i for one, i am not excited. I personally don't care much for christmas anymore. To me it seems the holiday has lost all meaning. Honestly, this time of year is so fake its not even funny. So here's my plan. With the help of my blog i shall post something christmas related every few days or so. Some topics might include, movies, music, true meaning of christmas, how its to commercial, santa claus and how he was made by coca-cola, and tons of other things. Christmas is such a broad topic that there's tons i could talk about. The commercialism of it could be at least two blogs long ( but since i'm not that great a writer, it'll probably be half a blog) Tomorrow i'm gonna try and do a completely new blog, but it might take sometime to get it going. I need some christmas inspiration before i can become completely in tune with blogger abilities. Thats it for now......


J-Moose

Crimson Moon

Crimson Moon, i bask in your glow
and embrace your call

The world seems so so distant, your glow
becomes cold. I stand at your edge and i'm heir to it all.

My eyes begin to water,
my heart begins to race
the crimson moon
and my soul are replaced

Black tree's wither, and green grass dies
I've lost all hope in humanities lies

You christen your home neon lights.
You scream inside and you've lost your sight

Oh Crimson moon, my soul and my life
my world has faded away. Bliss and joy
are forgotten, with the dark days i forsee.

My crimson moon, will you desert me?

A Second Time Around

I started writing this blog last friday night after my formal, and it is one of two that i'm posting. The first was my actual review on formal. Hope you guys enjoy.

It's weird isn't it, how when you feel like the world is betraying you, everyone else around you seems to be on cloud nine. Thats the problem with having a shitty weekend. I worked 11-7 saturday and sunday, and then came home to the most boring and pointless two days of my life. In all honesty though, if i had wanted to have a better weekend, i could have put more effort into it. Maybe if i had just thought positive and and worked to my full potential, i could have had some good times. But i let my frustration take over and control my emotions, resulting in a bad weekend. Technically speaking i don't really have to many friends i can call up and hang out with, although i might start hanging out wit D.A a bit more.

Do you guys have that, people who you talk to at school but outside of school, its like you don't exist to one another? I've kind of had that for years with some people. I even have it at work. I'm friends with one of the girls in electronics and sometimes she'll invite me to hang out with her and her friends after work, and she's done it a fair few times. (if you people think she's interested in me, she's not. Just wanted to clear that up) I've always said no to these little outings, mainly because it's usually to some party, and parties really aren't my thing. Ahh, parties. Drinking, drugs, and the night you won't remember. Not that i'm against any of these things, mainly because drunk people are hilarious, and the smell of weed is awesome (although most people i know hate it). And i guess this really elaborates on my point as to why i have no social life. Weird........


J-Moose

Your Head's In Your Heart Now

So i guess once in a while parents are right, and its a shame that i didn't listen to mine regarding this.

Tonight was my school's winter formal. Yes, most kids usually have fun at this things, but of course, yours truly is the exception. Let me explain my night to you. It started by going out to dinner to jack astors with a few people. .For the entire dinner i had this weird feeling in the pit of my stomach. I just felt crappy the entire time and the only thing that made me feel somewhat better is when i went to talk to my two best friends. My burger (yes, i had a hamburger, i don't eat veggies or anything that good for my health. A shame isn't it?) was undercooked and the cheese wasn't even melted on it, so honestly what else could go wrong? When i finally got to the dance i had the Privilidge of meeting Miss K's boyfriend, who i must say was quite the nice guy. I talked to a few times througout the dance and he was really cool. As for the rest of the night i had a pretty crappy time. No it wasn't the music, and usually music is what makes me hate these dances. I think it finally occured to me that when the majority of yourfriends have dates (i don't have a lot of friends so close means around 3 or 4) then where's the fun in dancing with yourself?



To be truthful though the only reason i went was because it's my final highschool year and i figured i should at least make an effort to go to all the dances. In all honesty i think that i had more fun when i went to the ones in grades 9 and 10, mainly because most people didn't have a significant other and i had more friends that i could dance with. The times are changing, and by the looks of it i'm the exception. Not that its a bad thing, i mean, i've always enjoyed my solitude, it's never been an issue with me. I guess if i had wanted to have a good time i would have put more effort into it. You get what you give, and obviously i didn't give enough.....


J-Moose

So It's A Song We Want

So i was visiting another blog i read, and the author, darkaura posted a song, which he wrote himself. It was pretty awesome. So i figured i'd post a song as well. I was originally gonna post a song i wrote on my facebook page, but instead i ended up writing a brand new one.

"The Corner Of Truth And Lies"

And i Was So Afraid of

what this world was doing

I stood in the shadows of

my own regret

And my tears were so cold

i couldn't remember the name

of the world and all its games

they were so.......

So it's really come to this

the world will spin

and i am standing on

the corner of truth and lies

and i'm waiting the day

you realize

i wasn't gonna stay,but

maybe i'll wait a day

it's still the rain that keeps me

at bay.

I look to the stars

and all i see, is the fool i used to be

It's so cold in this old house

the walls are talking and

i can't take it, just one more pill

will make it clear to me

So it's down to one last kiss

and your close you eyes

the worlds still spinning

and i believe that this

is the corner of truth and lies

The world is gone,my life is lost

and sanity has failed

but when i close my eyes

i see the place

where i will always prevail

Thats all for today kids

J-Moose